I get questions a lot. I also ask more than the allotted 20 questions. I question myself all the time, like why i just used "a lot" for instance. But one subject seems to come up much more than others, and for someone as loquacious as myself, I have never been able to come up with a really good answer to this area of inquiry. For some reason people seem to want to know about my sexuality in a more than passing manner. I can understand this, and it doesn't bother me in the least. I have a curious mind and I certainly have a more than passing interest in all aspects of my friends lives. What really irks me is that I have never been able to come up with a concise message about this subject and that really frustrates me to no end. But recently I think I've managed to come up with a few lines that sum up where I am in this department at this particular point in time. So here goes:
I am emotionally, but not physically available for women, and I am physically but not emotionally available for men.
So there it is, as clear as the delusions that permeate my brain. In the mean time, I have just sort of resigned myself to the fact that there is a real possibility that there will never be an easy, or perhaps even a plausible solution to just whatever it is that my brain has convinced itself that it needs; but needless to say, it makes life interesting, and I love a parade. In other words, I just can't win.
