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CHURCHofKINK, CoK, ENTANGLEMENT, ENLIGHTENMENT, INTELLIGENT
strawberryviper
it's been a day or two since i've had a good update
okay, it's been quite awhile
i've been working
on booking shows
and getting my Mason degrees finished
but i've also been doing a good dose of nothing
i needed that
i still do
it's taking longer than i thought to come out of orbit so to speak
i've been away, both literally and figuratively for some time
i still need some time to just be:
in one place, alone sometimes, and with friends too
but
i'm starting to feel it
that little whisper
the soft voice that has always been in the back of my head
pushing me to do more
be more
to forever try new things

well
the voice has been quiet
for a month or so
but yesterday
it spoke up

10 of us went kayaking
on the Elkhorn slough
(and we had a freakin blast!!)
and it just hit me
that i can make this work
i just have to figure out the "this" part

as in all things
i'm never exactly sure what it is
i am on this earth to do
i don't think i was put on this earth
to just write email and eat burritos
i find myself looking up schools online
UCSC, SAN JO ST, STANFORD, CABRILLO
Just window shopping
but i think i have the urge again...

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oh, my dear! your poems.
smartypants. the whole midlife crisis thing, mid twenties, 30something, whatever excuse... it's good you don't offer one.
it is merely the ability to dream and conjure, hearing that voice
is the "this." maybe.
i have a little 4 oclock everyday mid-day crisis, talking to myself as i type thing. it just so happens today it's at 3:30.
anyhow, miss you.

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